Ramadhan ohh Ramadhannnnn :')

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
(In The Name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful)

Assalamualaikum.

Hoyeahhh. Me, myself and I am not sure whatever have I done these three days back. As usual, I would say to myself - How time flies so FAST without eventually realizing that I've wasted it too much. #sighh. Blogging has never been a persevered habit of mine. #sukee. tapi kenkadang malas nak writing. hehh. And of course akan ade Ups and Downs nye, but as all of you might have noticed, Downs lah lagi banyak. #sebab symptom pemalas. I guess I simply blogged whenever I felt like writing. #ecehh-cehhh, macamlah ada org baca ini belog. hee. Lagi pun blog ini for ref jer. Untuk renungan diri sendiri especially.

Senanye nak writing everyday, but sometime I dun have much time to do so. Lastwik everyday sampai rumah malam. hehh. Im not feeling good enuf this lately. Last Wednesday, Ive vomit again. and again. at my office. Thanks to Allah, and my manager - who sent me back to Rawang. Maybe I feel little bit tired - and didnt manage my time well. and mayb someting i didnt it wrong without realize bout it. #mayb juga teguran dariNya.

Ada dua maksud Allah mendatangkan ujian iaitu pertamanya ujian itu didatangkan sebagai penghapusan dosa dan keduanya untuk peningkatan darjat disisi Allah.

Ada benda yang I did realized after Ramadhan. Kenape amalan kita sedikit down compare to in Ramadhan month? Yessss, I know, Satan have go out from the jail. but what about ourself? tak kan kite turut berubah kot? Ya Allah, tetapkanlah hati kerdil ini untuk terus Istiqamah di jalanMu. Memang iman ada ups and downs nyer. Tapi cane ehh nak tetapkan hati kite nh? Dah lah lemah, mudah tergoda dengan pujuk rayu syaitan lagi T__T Astarfirullahhalazim.

Bila mana perasan itu datang, marilah kita sama-sama melawan nya. Paling obius is reading Al-Quran. Dulu ketika Ramadhan, mayb 5-7 surah dapat dihabiskan dalam masa 1 day. Bila berlalunya Ramadhan, 1 surah pun kadang-kadang kita tak mampu untuk habiskan :') Takkan kita bernawaitu semata-mata khatam Al-Quran je kot?
Kadang-kadang, bilamana mud malas tuh datang, terpaksa lawan dan kuatkan hati. Ambil juga Love letter from Allah, lihat, pegang and baca. Atleast sikit pun jadilah. Kan Allah lebih suka amalan yang sedikit, tetapi dilakukan secara berterusan? Kamon guys, kamonnnn. Bangunlah dari godaan duniawi! #Note to myself.

Senangkan nak dapat pahala. dengan melihat Al-Quran pun dah dapat pahala. tu belum lagi memegang, mendengar org lain baca, apatahlagi kita yang membacanya. Allah, Allahhh :") Tak biase? Memang mula-mula rase janggal, kekok, pelik - but after a while, nanti akan jadi sebati. and you'll find the most peaceful moment in you life when you close to Allah. Insyaallah.

"Dengan mengingati Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang" (Al-Ra'd: 28)

"O ALLAH! there is nothing easy except what you make easy and you make the difficulty easy if it be your will. then whenever u've try, put your trust to Allah. Allah loves those who put their trust to Him" (3:159)

#Semoga Allah berikan kita ketenangan, kemudahan dalam melakukan ibadatNya. Dan dipermudahkan hari-hari kita, di dunia, mahupun di akhirat nanti. Ameen.

Remember five - before FIVE,
Nabilah Abd. Rahman.