Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
(In The Name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful)
Assalamualaikum =)
Lama gila tak menconteng. fuhh. rinduuu.
YES. Rinduuu. its about few months tak jenguk, tak siram and baja.
Rasenye today nak conteng pasal Arwah.
Its has been a week plus arwah dah pergi.
Tapi, arwah sentiasa dekat dihati. Rasa macam semalam baru jumpe arwah.
Borak-borak, gurau.
Sedih. Sayu.
Masih ada tika kini.
Losing never come easy. First off, preserved the memories - Hlovate.
True.
Orang yang dah pergi. Takkan kembali.
Dah 'selamat' di sana.
But the thing is "we".
Still alive, are we doing well, good or doing nothing?
Preparation?
Little.
Sad to hear.
But this is the true.
Lately ade terpikir.
If Allah tarik nyawa, tampa sempat kita bertaubat cane?
Dosa dengan diri sendiri, dengan manusia, alam, etc.
dosa lampau
apatahlagi dosa dengan Allah. T.T
Allahu Allah.
Few days dok terpikir.
Yesterday, after Isya recited surah At-Taubah.
Rase diri kecil. Sangat-sangat.
And even before sleep, I cried.
Even dalam tidur.
Terjage tengah malam lap mata.
Cant stop.
Tah macam-macam pikir.
Maybe kena selalu renew niat.
Upgrade Ibadah.
Everything.
Umur kita bukan makin panjang.
Anytime Allah panggil, kita akan pergi.
nabilahabd.rahman
